Those days you wake up and want to talk to Mom, she’s gone. I wanna talk to Daddy, he’s gone. Maybe my Grandparents, they gone, my brothers, they gone too. GOD, do you have a moment to talk to me? Sometimes life is granted only thru the grace of GOD. To have lost your whole family is tough!! So many people don’t know how this feels, but it’s a heartache so deep that when you think about all you had, then all you lost, you will understand there is a GOD! Because with the heartaches that come with every loss, the heart still beats. Today, I had to question GOD.. why? But because of the relationship I have with GOD, I knew not to question HIS motives. My immediate answer was, “I saved you, and you’re gonna be as strong as you can be for someone else”. “GOD, sometimes I’m tired of being the strong one. How much can I bear?” GOD said, “you still have so much more to give, and I will continue to let your light shine as long as your heart beats”.
How do we answer that? We don’t. We just say, “Thank you GOD for everyday you’ve given me, and the days to come. I love you and I trust you with my life! 🙏🏽”
Please take as a lesson from a person that has had so much loss in their life, when you think you’ve become numb, another heartache hits and it’s stronger than the last one. But when I go to the Doctor, the first thing they say is, you have a “strong heart”. That’s a sign that even though it’s been broken and patched back together so many times, GOD still fixes it. Life can take so much from us, and it also gives us so much back. I miss my family that’s gone, but my heart still beats so hard for my children and grandchildren, and the amazing friends that GOD has allowed to be in my life. Let’s look at what we have that’s important to us, the people that truly love and care for you, the people that are there when you don’t think you have anyone, the people that love you when you sometimes don’t even love yourself. GOD has a plan for our lives. HE will remove what’s not needed and fill it with EVERYTHING HE wants you to have, that you deserve. So as people and things disappear from your life, know that GOD has a replacement even better for what does not make you great within HIM!!!
Hebrews 3:15-17 King James Version 15 While it is said, To day if ye will hear his voice, harden not your hearts, as in the provocation. 16 For some, when they had heard, did provoke: howbeit not all that came out of Egypt by Moses.
The Real Mommie Teresa